Spank me Master?

4 Sep

Sinful Sunday

30 Days of Kink – Day 29 – That’s Mistress to you.

3 Sep

Day 29: Do you have a BDSM title (e.g. mistress, master, slut, pig, whore, princess, goddess, ma’am, sir)?  What is your opinion of the use of titles in general?

I’ve never had a title that’s stuck. Master calls me his Slut, which I love, especially when it evolves into ‘Dirty lil Slut’.

I love the use of titles. It creates a hierarchy; a pecking order. Be able to call Master ‘Master, send a shiver through me every time I use it. Especially in general conversation because I know it presses his buttons & being able to call him Master, reminds me that he is in charge of my actions & he makes my choices.

On the flip side, when I’m with a submissive I like to be called Mistress. I guess it’s a way of asserting control. Reminding the sub who is in charge & who they are serving, but this side of me comes out very rarely… I’m a submissive at heart!

30 Days of Kink – Day 28 – BDSM Attire

2 Sep

Day 28: How do you dress for kink/BDSM play?  What significance does your attire have to you?

I dress as I would for vanilla sex, unless Master has told me to wear something in particular. I love dressing up for sex. It makes me feel gorgeous, strangely this only happens in underwear & I love the way the men react. Seems to make them even more determined to ruin me!

Depending on my mood & my partner, depends on what type of underwear I wear. I can do sexy & sultry if I’m feeling particularly dominant, or innocent & sweet when I want to be submissive.

30 Days of Kink- Day 27 – Non-kink activities

1 Sep

Day 27: Do your non-kink interests ever find their way into your kinky activities? If so, how?

To  be totally honest… no! I can’t see a way you could make knitting kinky, or bring BDSM into Bellydance, but maybe that’s just me being unimaginative!

Next question!

30 Days of Kink – Day 26 – Online play

30 Aug

Day 26: What’s your opinion on online BDSM play?

Well this is how I met and interact with Master, & it suits me fine! I’m generally quite an anti-social person, so being able to communicate without having to be face-to-face, is always good!

I’ve always enjoyed online play, even vanilla. It seems to hold an element of restraint. You can see them, speak too them, hear them… but you can’t touch.

I don’t really have much so say on this matter, so let me know your opinion of online play?

Coming clean…

28 Aug

So, Master sent me a very exciting text today to tell me that he will be giving me a time and a place and that I must be there. This instantly put a grin on my face, until I realised this was not something I could just do.

I have suffered with depression for nearly 9 years now & M.E. for 2 years. This limits a lot of my daily activities.I don’t have the luxury of being spontaneous. Someone must know where I am & who I am with, at all times, to keep me safe and I can’t travel alone out of my local area.

This makes things exceedingly difficult for Master. To meet me, he would have to take time of work and stay locally. So tady I had to come clean and tell him about my illnesses.

My stomach turned as I text him back, my head filled with worry. Why would he want a difficult sub like me when he can get someone closer and more willing?

Waiting for a reply felt like an eternity. My phone buzzed and again, my stomach turned. How would he react? Will he lose interest? No, He wasn’t cross with me, he didn’t judge. He just needed to know where he would have to travel to, to meet me. It was such a relief! I told him how I was scared of telling him & I was sorry that I hadn’t sooner, but all he said in reply was ‘Does not change a thing my lovely slut’.

I’m so lucky to have such an understanding and compassionate Master

20 Days of Kink – Day 25 – Honesty

28 Aug

Day 25: How open are you about your kinks?

I’m generally a very open & honest person, but when it comes to my kinky side, I feel I have to keep this hidden. In today’s society, mainly to non-fetishists, my sexual preferences & experiences would make me known as a ‘slut’.

This is also probably one of the only secret’s I have. It’s nice to keep something to yourself once in a while. Something to smile about while you’re at work, because no one could possibly guess what you’re thinking, or what you did last night!

A picture for Master…

28 Aug

Master asks me to take sexy pictures for him on a regular basis. Not only is this for his satisfaction, but it is also to prove that I’m wearing the underwear he told me to wear that day.

Sinful Sunday

30 Days of Kink – Day 24 – Tick Boxes

27 Aug

Day 24: What qualities do you look for in a partner?


  • Kind
  • Loving
  • Compassionate
  • Understanding
  • Not too tall
  • Dominant (outside the bedroom too)
  • Rugged
  • Tattooed
  • Manly
  • Blue/Green eyes
  • Strong (mentally & physically)
  • Affectionate
  • Sexual
  • Erotic
  • He must also know how to take a woman!
  • Kind
  • Affectionate
  • Cuddly
  • Blonde
  • Good figure
  • Taller than me
  • Sexual
  • Capable
  • Innocent
  • Fun
  • Loving
Is that really too much to ask?! 😉

For those wondering…

27 Aug

Sorry I haven’t updated my diary for quite some time. Unfortunately Mother Nature is getting her vengeance upon me. I had the contraceptive implant put in 8 weeks ago and bled ever since. It seems mother nature is getting her own back on my young fetile body for not having babies!

Think I’d rather live without sex for a while and have no babies though!

So anyway I’ve been reduce to playing in the shower and pleasing Mr H, until I’m back to normal! Wish men weren’t so squeamish!

Look out for updates!